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    Who Am I?

    A lot of the time I feel like I'm living the future.  What I mean by that is I'm living the kind of life that most of humanity will someday live (at least in my vision for the world).  A life where I'm free to fully and authentically express who I am;  a life where I know I'll always receive everything I truly need and want;  a life filled with fun, joy, laughter, peace, passion, and pleasure;   a life filled with gratitude.  Incidently, the photo shows me in latihan or what I call authentic dance.

    I want you to know a bit about who I am by sharing what juices me, what excites me, what inspires my creativity. 

    I'm a visionary.  I see visions of the future.  I experience them as real, so real I can almost touch and taste them, so empowered I know they will manifest, and even how to create them, step by step.  The empowered aspect of these visions is something I've learned to do over the last several years, and I'd like to share the process with people.  I call it in-visioning. 

    Spirit family and community has called to me for many years.  It goes beyond simply living with like minded people with similar intentions.  I see the possibility of community as powerful, unconditional, loving support for transformation, as well as the exponential magnification of aligned intentions in creating a new reality.  I've experienced this playing out in groups on many occasions.  I know it's real and now I'm interested in creating it on a greater scale with the intention of transforming the planet.

    I love to dance and move, to express myself through body and voice, to connect with spirit and discover what wants to come through.  I receive great pleasure, joy and ecstasy as I allow the energy to run through my body.  I love to receive energy and give energy.  For me, the energy is love, and love holds the power of transformation.  One of the games I like to play is how much love can I receive and how much love can I give, all the while fully loving myself and following my truth.

    As I've moved more into balance with the divine feminine, I've shifted from a place of doing all the time to a place of being, and then doing only those things that are truly inspired from my being.  Now I'm creating my reality from a place of receiving my intentions, rather than efforting to make them happen.  I want to share this way of balancing the divine feminine with the divine masculine with the world.

    I think the biggest thing that juices me is being a pioneer, going into uncharted territory, blazing a trail where others can follow if they choose.

    My life history could be divided into 3 major phases, and interestingly enough, they roughly correspond with some powerful astrological passes.  The first phase covers my childhood (the formation of my identity) up through my college years, until the age of 30 (the first major astrological pass – Saturn return),  The next phase covers my attempt to fit into a conventional life – working a 9-5 job, marriage, owning a home, saving for retirement, divorce.  Then there was my midlife crisis (the second major astrological pass – Uranus opposition).  The last phase is probably the most interesting.  This is when I discovered my spirituality, and began to consciously evolve.  What is cool about all of this is that I've enjoyed every aspect of my life, each of the phases were fun in their own way, and when it was no longer fun I moved on to something else.  Of course, there were emotional highs and lows, but it has all been a great learning experience and a grand adventure.